Hey, I'm new :)

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 16:37:42 GMT

well...I'm not quite like all you guys. I've been anorexic for a year but after a few months i was forced to eat till i reached obesity. I can't stand that but it's true. I've slowly been falling back into it but I don't think I'm strong enough to do this without somebody by my side.

My stats
5"9
HW 192
CW 190 (I know, I feel disgusting)
GW 150

I know this is going to be work but I need to get there.

Let me give you some info about me.

I've got a few issues, i've been self harming for 2 years but I am proudly recovering from this slowly but surely. This all started when my best friend sadly commited suicide and I spiralled out of control, I was only 14 and I was doing drugs, drinking everynight, and constantly thinking about suicide. Then I found anorexia...or rather it found me. It was finally something I could control in my life. Something I had power over and I guess I fell in love with it almost. Then they made me eat

So here we are

I'm so fat at the moment its disgusting. And it's not like I just think I am fat. I know I am.

Thanks for reading and I'm sure I'll become great mates with you guys

Maybe add me on msn? timber91@hotmail.com

xxx

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 22:24:37 GMT

abigailsian

Hey, I'm new :)